Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i had enough. trying to put on a fake smile always.
i am not happy and enthu at all. i nv feel that.
ITS all fake.fake.fake.
everything in the world looks fake to me.
frenship? relationship? wads that. it sucks!!
nothing matters to me.
i only wan to be happy. true happy.
is that tooo much? i wonder.
why do people live in the world for??
its all suffering. never-ending!!
i hate it. i hate the way i look at life.
i hate the way truth are!!
i hate everything!!
i hate FAKE people too.
but i am one of them. rite?
ending of life is ending of agony??
if thats the truth. i want to end my life.
But i juz cant . thats too much hope on me.
frm my mother and family..
as a human, we are grounded in the world of hell..
ya. thats rite. but we cant get away.
FREEDOM? nice word. but nobody really had it~
cause we had too much worries or rather people
pulling us back. people we cant let go.
people we hate. people that give us suffering
ha. but if they are gone. we will be sad.
but then we can realease ourself frm the HELL..
To DEATH! ha..
puyin
anyway nv go school today~
cause tooo sian le.
sick also. feel like vomiting early morning><
i am not happy and enthu at all. i nv feel that.
ITS all fake.fake.fake.
everything in the world looks fake to me.
frenship? relationship? wads that. it sucks!!
nothing matters to me.
i only wan to be happy. true happy.
is that tooo much? i wonder.
why do people live in the world for??
its all suffering. never-ending!!
i hate it. i hate the way i look at life.
i hate the way truth are!!
i hate everything!!
i hate FAKE people too.
but i am one of them. rite?
ending of life is ending of agony??
if thats the truth. i want to end my life.
But i juz cant . thats too much hope on me.
frm my mother and family..
as a human, we are grounded in the world of hell..
ya. thats rite. but we cant get away.
FREEDOM? nice word. but nobody really had it~
cause we had too much worries or rather people
pulling us back. people we cant let go.
people we hate. people that give us suffering
ha. but if they are gone. we will be sad.
but then we can realease ourself frm the HELL..
To DEATH! ha..
puyin
anyway nv go school today~
cause tooo sian le.
sick also. feel like vomiting early morning><
what we could have been, 9:19 PM.
